I've been felling so sad lately,

Im so sensitive and emotional.

I've been listening to depressing music and cried all day.

My boyfriend looks so bored when he's with me, and idk what to do.

I really do love him. 

I feel like im going to die if i loose him.
But, i feel like i already am.

I dnt feel attractive. I feel like he's got no interesse on me.
Not even with makeup on, I feel pretty.

I feel fat.
and disgusting

hairy
and gross.

a mess