I broke up with my boyfriend because he doesnt love me. But im ok with that. I just feel tired of even trying to love someone. I've been feeling good. Powefull. Determined. And today I woke up feeling like I was broken again. Anxiety coming on stronger than ever. I want to cry for hours. I had hope that I would get better, but it never seems enough. My life is great! right? There are people suffering awful things. SO WHY am i the...

I've been felling so sad lately, Im so sensitive and emotional. I've been listening to depressing music and cried all day. My boyfriend looks so bored when he's with me, and idk what to do. I really do love him.  I feel like im going to die if i loose him. But, i feel like i already am. I dnt feel attractive. I feel like he's got no interesse on me. Not even with makeup on, I feel pretty. I feel fat. and disgusting hairy and...

I stopped writting here because i got better. I felt in love again. I started dating. everything was fine. everything is fine. So why these feelings keep coming back? the same feelings that i try to fight back. the need to feel the blades against my skin. i havent cut myself in more than a month. but the need is coming back. i want to be hit by a car. i want to stab a knife right through me. cut myself until there's nothing...

I don´t even know how to start these posts. Today was awful. saturdays mean being home all day doing nothing.. I thought about everything and fuck it did'nt feel good. I felt like throwing up all day, i ate a small lunch and nothing more. I talked with my best friend about how i've been feeling lately. Told him how i got home yesterday and cutted myself again. I actually felt bad because he got worried and yelled at me. For as long...